After I nut, it's like a truck hit me
Depression kicks in, it's like a drug to me
And there are, unfortunately
And there are, are

Not built for this shit, shit
Can't cry and fuss, the world don't care what you wish
Don't trip, you ain't the only one
That's my problem when I'm faded (faded) , woah
I second-guess myself, I'm jaded
The weight of the world might not be meant for my knees
Doubtin' myself, feel like a constant disease
But that don't matter like family titles
that's my cousin and niece
My heart feels everything, these days
it beats through my teeth

After I nut, it's like a truck hit me
Depression kicks in, it's like a drug to me
And there are, unfortunately
And there are, are

Blunt after blunt, cup after cup (I know I'm wrong)
Temporary joy, do I mean to self-destroy?
(Don't wanna live that 'lone)
Stickin' to my old habits, hit the shit when she pass it
Problems I do be havin', government out here taxin'
Self sabotage the best distraction
It's easy to blame when shit don't happen
Your way, your way, don't owe you nothin'
Came mope around, I gotta make shit happen

After I nut, it's like a truck hit me
Depression kicks in, it's like a drug to me
And there are, unfortunately
And there are, are

So many things I give to you
But I lift you up, but I lift you up
All the love I give to you
But I lift you up
What did you give up for—?