Sitting here alone
Staring quiet at my phone
I start
Craving just a bit of what they give out
Getting hard to breathe
And it's suffocating me
It burns
When I notice that I'm your second choice

Cause you give it to everyone else
And I notice that I'm by myself
But it's all
Just my fault
And I just gotta endure the pain
But I crave the hurting anyway

But I like how it hurts
With somebody
Hurting me
But I like how it hurts
When you're lying
Hurting me
But I like how it hurts

(What am I supposed to do now)

I fall for the tease
For the danger and the ease
Of course
Like a foolish toy he plays me all night
Says I'm beautiful
That he loves inside my soul
My heart
Isn't strong enough to put up a fight

Call me up and
Then they're MIA
And I'm waiting on reply for days
But I don't
Don't let go
When they're bored they call me up again
But be telling me that we're just friends

But I like how it hurts
With somebody
Hurting me
But I like how it hurts
When you're lying
Hurting me
But I like how it hurts

And pain will slowly
Be the death of me
But it's worth it even
With apologies
Cause it's better to be hurt
Than be ignored
(Guess I just gotta put up with it)

But I like how it hurts
With somebody
Hurting me
But I like how it hurts
When you're lying
Hurting me

And I'll never learn
And I'll never learn
And I'll never learn
And I'll never learn