After his scent left my house
I've been holding on his dreams
I've been holding on our laughs
I've reminisced anything
that we had
but it seems
that my longing is poisonous
that I'm way too generous
for someone who needs himself
for a while
since I'm no longer needed
since my food is not being eaten

I am jealous of your venues
that I'm not invited to
I'm jealous of your friend who get to see u
when I can't
I even miss your suffering
that shows how you miss me
I have become a monster
since you're not inside of me

since our homes are disconnected
I can only dream of airplanes
I am tired of this distance
my whole body is craving you

I am jealous of your hands
who get to please you while I should
I just miss you so bad, baby
won't you come back to me?
my house is dark and I'm bored
since I cannot smell you here