I try
To take one for the team sometimes
And be a little brave
But they don’t even notice
And I’d die
If it would make it matter some
If it would light a spark
But they don’t care at all
The blood starts traveling to my head
I know there’s something wrong in the end
Everything they said to me was just a lie
Every word is killing me another time
When they speak the same
Who’s left there to show another way
Im all alone
They’re dead
They’re all dead to me
Playing the same old tricks
Like a broken record
What’s left
What’s there left to give a damn
I can’t help but wonder
Is this all for real
I pressed my head
Against my pillow
And screamed my lungs out
Until I fell
In a heap
On the floor